I’m one of the most fragile people, trust issues is my number one problem. When you lose someone that you told everything to, is my biggest fear yet it’s currently my reality. I keep getting burnt by people I never thought would leave me but I’m left with the burden on my shoulders of carrying myself. I’m hurt and breaking down every step of the way and I’m trying to find my escape whether it’s a drastic change or something simple.
Now you can be happy because I’m not, you’ve found ways of hurting me that I didn’t think were possible. Applaud yourself and give yourself a big fuck you from me.
Sleeping has never felt so hard because of these tears and memories keeping me awake, i’m not going to lie i’m heartbroken but I know it was coming. Loving someone is never easy but I wouldn’t take back anything and sure it may be hard to sleep for awhile but in the end it will be okay right? Well i hope so.
Whatever you do in life will be insignificant,
but it’s very important that you do it.
Because nobody else will.
Like when someone comes into your life and half of you says you’re nowhere near ready
but the other half says: make her yours forever.